Well Since i nvr post for so long...
I will write something emo today..
Ben ah.. Make me Emo today...
Well it is nice being emo for once in a life time...
Haizz.. Since Ben Grandma have recently passed away...
He make me recall of my grandfather who had just passed away for the last 4 years...
Well it is a very sadded and i have regret so much...
While Ben was studying i was looking outside the window..
Thinking of how my Grandfather treat me and how i treat him...
Well.. When he passed away... My family including me were at Malaysia...
Which was very stupid thing la.. Go there just to meet my cousin... While leaving behind my grandfather who is really sick... I donno anithing coz i was a kid... My Mother and Father were crying... But i didnt coz i sit on the floor playing with my hot wheels... Tat time i was a kid ok...
Then we get back to Singapore at quickly at we can...
REACH SINGAPORE...
When we reached at my grandfather place... i saw alot ppl man... At first i shout my cousin name.. Shout like a mad man.. Then all my uncle and aunties as me to keep quite... I was like abit upset la... Imagine u r a kid then u shout ur favourite cousin name then suddenly ur uncle and anuties ask u shut up... Haizz... Then went inside to see my grandfather.. Wah... Scary sia.. he was covered with white cloth and i saw my grandma crying.. I still can laugh at them... I still remember ok... Wah... Her face were very pale and her eyes were red... Well then send him to the cemetery buried my grandpa... Wah that time was my first time went to the cemetery... I cried at there u knoe... Wanna to knoe why... Coz i wan to get inside the 7 feet deep hole... And my parents prevented me from going.. Haiya.. Sad... Its cool ok.. Do u get a chance to go down 7 feet deep of the world... hmmm... I tink 4 person went down... And put my grandpa inside...
Wah... Its cool sia... REALLY!!! After do some prayers.. Then went back... Until today...
I still can rmb what he do for me... What he has sacrifice for me... Last time when i sleep at his house he would wake up at 530 just to pray... Sembahyang Subuh... Then i refuse and continue sleeping... Actually he do that for me so that i can continue praying when i getting old.. Which i did... Then every morning he will treat prata egg and nth... And coffee.. DAMN NICE LA... Damn nice can... Wahhh.. I really regret... How i wish i could turn back time... Thnx Ben... Wah... I writing with my emotional feelings.... Well everybody needs a hero.. My hero is my GRANDPA...
Well shall stop here... Kaiser out.. Please tag hor... To BEN Its ok... I knoe how u feel... Just stay calm...

sam abruzzi 7:39 AM